mis-fortune...

2008-12-20T23:42:00.000-08:00

hellooooooooo to you.im finally baq.
good to see my tagbox alive,
but not so happy with the negative comments...
kk. MAJOR ANNOUNCEMENT!!!
1. call me ONLY therena OR nareta[for closer fwens]
2. i totally MISSSSS 1B !!!!!!!
3. pls announce you big name when you tag
4. my new blog address: unwanted-again.blogspot.com
5. i will be closing this blog soon...
-end of announcement-

next, MAJOR REPLIES!!!
1. 12567 wrote: u are a f.u.cj.k
me says: thanks, but save it for yourself. merry christmas!
2. caring someone wrote: hey 'cute'.............how childish
me says: #1, i had & will NEVER attempted suiside
#2, people collect stamps, i collect other things cannot meh?
#3, shut the hell up about aaron, you coward.
#4, i LOVE my mum, and she LOVE me. u jealous?
#5, i warn u neva to critisise my mum, its lucky you didnt.
#6, use ur name, as everyone would looove to noe u.
lastly, merry christmas to you!
3. zozo wrote: you dont have to...........lalalaalalalala
me says : i didnt ask anyone to change for me.
haha u really lame...merry christmas!
4. me says: i love ziqi+ximeng+tongtong+elisa
5. me says: thanks to REGINE THE ANGEL!
-end-

LASTLY, to all:
MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

2008-08-28T04:29:00.000-07:00

confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
confused.
damn it.

2008-08-03T03:07:00.000-07:00

snores
baaaa...cluck!
hysterical
stoneing
spot me!

these pics are adapted frm kasey's blog.

animal farm is finally over!

[closes book]

wooooooooh!

we rock the theatre man!

yeah, wadeva...

2008-07-30T19:33:00.000-07:00

everyone is experiencing troubles,
i noe i am.
this is wad i will say,
no matter u wan to hear or not,
it's your choice.
i dont believe i experience lesser
tis kinda prob than you all.
being pushed away,
being hurt
and im sure you have done tat to others before
i noe i had.
one's thinking can seem to be very complex,
but have you all tried making it simple?
that's why i lyk hanging out wif boys.
their thinking is simpler,
no jealousy, no envy.
they seem to push you away,
but tat's cause they are
just trying to joke around.
have you seen any of these as a joke?
last time,
i never did,
that was why i lived in misery.
but now i can see it,
everything is just a big joke.
we always do to others w/o noticing,
but when others do it to us,
we, will surely notice and bear a grudge.
haha, laugh wif it, bear wif it.
treat it as an obstacle to success.
im not tryin to help anyone.
i just wan u all to see the big pic.
these things sure will happen wan.
adapt, play wif it.
joke around wif them.
i tried, and what i found was joy & laughter,
although they might push me away,
i dont care, cause i noe, its my own fault.
joke wif it, relax, and you will find joy.
just remember, me yourself.
[ this is a repeat. i posted this before.]

2008-07-30T19:21:00.000-07:00

again, im despised.
again, im desparate.
they still think im blaming them for everything.
why?
i dont think any of them can swear that
they nvr do anything to hurt me before.
i noe i might have hurt them one way or another,
who wont?
but i whole gang of pepo against me,
i wanna see them at my position.
ha. they would have died by now.
if not for my parents, bro, sis,
ziqi, tiening, ximeng, i bet you anything
that i would have chose the 'huang quan lu'.
i really would.
**********************************************
woh!
im obesessed wif penknife and matches.
i wanna have a collection of them.
ive started on the matches, starting on penknife soon.
i needa go recess liao. [im in school]
byebye!!!!

camp rocks!

2008-07-30T19:07:00.000-07:00

here are the camp photos...WOOOOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-10T20:06:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY
woah,
PT fer ~shui de chuan ren~
ran round the school and did push-ups.
mon, tue, wed, thurs,sat.
also going to do same thingge.
dead~
quite a nice dae really,
to bad noe not much pepo.
after training,go eat mac wif morgan.
[the rubriks cube,gymnastic,archery,and drama pro]
as i was saeing,went mac [jec]wif morgan.
my treat!
no space liao,lucky founda two seater.
he eat the mcwings damn fast lorh,
i eat nuggets also slower than him
cause i upsize the meal marh,
den i gave him the upsized drink,
den he did tis>>> o.0
haha.
he sae he cant finish,
and all i do is hack care him.
dots.
den went home lorh.
at night,
me and moi famili
went to eat koba.
my daddi & mummi dowan,
so they go out to eat other things,
so i eat koba wif my siblings.
BTW,
i bought HARRY POTTER books!!!
chapters 1,2,3&4.
although they are second hand,
they still in damn good condition.
and DAMN CHEAP !!!
all of them only cost 35 bucks!
if buy from popular,
bout 75++ leh.
cheap right???
kk
stop tokin bout ytd,
HAPPI MOTHERS' DAE TO ALL!!!!!!!!

2008-05-08T02:30:00.000-07:00

wow.
exam over???
wowweeeeee!!!!!!!
...
todae go jurong library wif
rara, jiemin, wanxin and yiheng.
went koba eat first.
nice shrimps! crispy !
stupid yiheng keep tokin bout
the names of the food,
wad bonto sai...
den he say the 'box bowl'
made of wadeva sai material
den sharon went 'hitler appeasement'
den we went ntuc buy snacks.
i dunno wad went over me.
and i bought jiajia liang teh junior
o.0!''
was drinkin and munchin and laughing
den one funny bangala[i noe im rude ;p]
came u to ask and said,
"hu brought tis food in???"
"i hate rv and commonwealth students!"
"nuiscience of the library!"
"tis is not your school."
"i wont tolerate rules breaking!"
"own up, or i call ur school."
den yiheng went 'hitler appeasement'
den rara said we didnt see
den he went
"before you start, think about tis."
"i hate lies, and i dont tolerate liars"
"the sign is place all over the library."
"you chose not to see it, it's your fault."
a pack of reasons came out from his mouth.
we cant do anything,
so we just sit there staring at him.
den yiheng 'hitler appeasement' again
den he sae,
"ok, just throw tis all away"
den we hide those haven eat ones,
throw the half finished ones.
an old old sweepin aunty
came to us and said,
"poor eu, $ wasted,"
"he can close one eye,
why choose to scold?
"i see you all get scolded,
my heart aches and it was lucky
i didnt buy the snacks."
den we thank her.and she went off.
den i saw one whole gang
of other school students.
also kana scolded by him again.
when he walk away,
all of them, at the same time,
swipe their hands high,
point middle finger.
i was lyk, WOW so "united"
k larh.
nothing to post liao,
except some guy hu sae
wgps is a sex school?!
more info go jiemin's blog.
tata~

2008-05-07T05:58:00.000-07:00

everyone is experiencing troubles,
i noe i am.
this is wad i will say,
no matter u wan to hear or not,
it's your choice.

i dont believe i experience lesser
tis kinda prob than you all.
being pushed away, being hurt
and im sure you have done tat to others before
i noe i had.
one's thinking can seem to be very complex,
but have you all tried making it simple?
that's why i lyk hanging out wif boys.
their thinking is simpler,
no jealousy, no envy.
they seem to push you away,
but tat's cause they are
just trying to joke around.
have you seen any of these as a joke?
last time, i never did,
that was why i lived in misery.
but now i can see it,
everything is just a big joke.
we always do to others w/o noticing,
but when others do it to us,
we, will surely notice and bear a grudge.
haha, laugh wif it, bear wif it.
treat it as an obstacle to success.
im not tryin to help anyone.
i just wan u all to see the big pic.
these things sure will happen wan.
adapt, play wif it.
joke around wif them.
i tried, and what i found was joy & laughter,
although they might push me away,
i dont care, cause i noe, its my own fault.
joke wif it, relax, and you will find joy.
just remember,
[i got the below from an eldds drama,]
[i find it very meaningful]
>>>
We are beautiful,
no matter what they say,
words wont bring us down.
We are beautiful,
in every single way,
words cant bring us down.
Dont you bring me down today.
<<<
we are what we are.
the world is just a big joke.
open-mindness leads to greatness.
relax, and enjoy.

2008-05-05T00:08:00.000-07:00

ohno!!!
i failed my history!!!
i neva mug leh...so bad.

counted the # of pepo [in our class]
who noe how to play
RUBRIK'S CUBE
100% confirm they noe full formula
-therena -morgan
-zihao -yeeyang
-ngyong -jonathan
-weiquan -renzhi
===================================
these pepo i not confirm yet???
-zhenyun -yunyi
-anyi -jiemin
-zhiwei
===================================
pepo who confirm own cube, fake counted
-therena -morgan
-zihao -jiemin
-ngyong -jonathan
-zhenyun -renzhi
-anyi
===================================
MORGAN TOOK MY RUBRIK'S CUBE!!!
-randomness...
i go mugg sci liao
tata~

2008-04-30T05:01:00.000-07:00

tsk tsk tsk,
tharini is a bad bad gal,
she's not mugging at all!
all she does is slack,
after this post,
she shall start MUGGING.
YES. SHE MUST.

i seem to sense tat
some pepo are in LOVE
[im crapping, i noe i am]

SIIIAAANNN.
and for angela:
i shall make it clear once more,
i shall not care about your stupid comments,
so wat?
even you think gals are troublesome.
i lyk hanging out wif ALL the boys,
NO particular ones,
kays? understood?

btw,
can the gals stop being so serious?
jokes are meant to be jokes,
play around wif them,
no big deal?
if angry,
prove us either the rumor is
TRUE, or FAKE lorh,
if tou-tou-muo-muo
surely gawd rumours wan wad, haiz.
and yeah,
spread a rumor about me lor,
im fine wif tat.
bet there's nothing fer u to spread anyway!

tata~

2008-04-27T05:16:00.000-07:00

if me leaving makes you happy,
if me leaving makes you smile,
if me leaving makes you relax,
i shall leave.

if me staying makes you furious,
if me staying makes you frown,
if me staying makes you stressful,
i shall leave.

it's not that i am childish,
it's not that i am foolish,
it's just that i wanna turn your frown,
upside-down, into a smile.

it's not that i dont care,
it's not that i dont love you,
it's just that i dont know how to express,
how to show it out.

if me leaving makes you smile, i shall leave
--------------------------------------------------

everything you see is how bad i am,
and scold me;
but have you ever seen me good,
and praise me?
the only time you see that
is when you wanna take that as an excuse,
to tell my sis to be better.
i really wanna cook you all a nice meal,
but have i ever gotten that chance?
that is why everyday i got home,
and nobody is around,
i throw my bag aside and do the following:
mop the floor,
wash the dishes,
prepare the vegetables,
change the dog's newspaper,
do laundry if there is any,
and whatever there is to do.
all this is just to lighten your burden.
but can you see it?
yes, you might.
but have you praised me?
no.
i help you ,not for your praises,
but to see you smile.
but all i see is a frown, everytime!
i really wanna see ur smile.
please smile...

2008-04-25T21:37:00.000-07:00

featuring us

2008-04-23T06:07:00.000-07:00

im finally blogging again.
lost my voice argh.
yeeyang's fault.
he cough too much in class.
[jkjk]
pepo,
i realised tat i am robbed.
my rubik's cubes,
i neva got a chance to play wif them.
tsk...tsk...tsk...
baaaaad morgan...

well.
cid todae,
water dae. haha.
soaked wet frm head to toe.
morgan and zihao's fault.
kk i started it. ;p
was so surprised that
mr lim didnt scold us
fer makin the floor damn wet!
wooots.
we hit the target zunzun!!!

house meeting,
saw tons of seniors.
amanda saw more than 10
of her SERGENTS!!!

oh ya, poor timo
gawd sabo by us again,
but he still wouldnt play the piano...
sian...

byebye, chiong geog!

2008-04-15T05:52:00.000-07:00

im not as strong as it seems...
i cry, i do, i did, today, twice.
a joy, and a disappointment.

i pass my 2.4!
u might think, duh, big deal?!
yes, it's a big deal, to me.
tat, my first cry...

second cry;
pepo, u noe,
i am very concern bout stage performance things.
and i 'cant afford' to lose out in acting.
todae was the day where the
cast [actors] of the "Snow Queen"
is chosen.
i was looking forward to hear:
"and Gerda is, THERENA!!!!!"
but no, things turn out differently.
i didnt even get to hear my name in the
"animal" catogory!
i thought i was good...
i didnt noe there are so many pepo better than me...
the cause might be cause of my height,
if i am chosen to be Gerda,
which is a LITTLE girl,
it would be so strange!
but, the thing is.
i dont even appear in the ANIMAL catogory!
i needed to apply personally.
u might think i so bu yao liao,
think myself very good,
but no.
it is because i really take acting SERIOUSLY!
if the world contain no acting, i rather die.
no joke.

dont worry, i shall strive, do my best,
prove tat im good at acting
and get chosen fer SYF competition.
this cant pull me down.
i shall strive.

有没有人听到我的无声呐喊。。。

2008-04-14T04:51:00.000-07:00

thnx to all hu love me,
i love u all too.
i shall pick myself up,
i shall love myself,
i shall learn frm my beloved sis.

TO ALL HU HATE ME:
thnx fer HELPING me to be stronger,
but pls have SELF LIMIT.

TO TAT SOMEONE HU ASKED FER MY BLOG ADDRESS DIRECTLY:
as i have said;
thnx fer HELPING me to be stronger,
but enough is enough.
when i changed to tat seat,
tcher call me not to 惹 you,
but now, i wonder hu 惹 hu leh...
u shuld understand, right???
--------------------------------------------------------------
kk stop now or i am goin to yell...
ta-ta!

2008-04-12T23:35:00.000-07:00

Im sorrie if i say anything wrong...u will still come to the appointment, won't u?
Let me fetch u on that day, okie?
Only you can help yourself. come on, reply a yes...
Vent your thoughts on others please...it's the only way out
Ease your illusions! let me help...
You've gonna come for it!
Only you...yourself can help yourself
Understanding yourself is most important...

[above is an abstract from 'I Believe You' by Low Kay Hwa']
[p.s. i hope u can see the hidden message!]
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
im in the mood fer some chinese quotes...

~成功= 艰苦的劳动+正确的方法+少说话
~放下爱恨，一切顺其自然
~多宽恕别人，慢慢便会发现自己的优点
~自私为一切罪恶的根源
~ 关心，爱心，耐心，可让人开心

2008-04-12T06:08:00.000-07:00

am i?
am i a virus?
am i more scary than sars?
am i really so hard to approach?
AM I?
why is it?
why is it so hard to hav a meal,
wif me around?
why is it so hard to joke,
wif me around?
why is it IMPOSSIBLE to do anything fun,
wif ME around?
WHY?
---------------------------------------------------------------------------
im SRY.
i didnt noe im a nuisance.
i didnt noe im a freak
i didnt noe im an obstruct
to block fun all the week.
enough.
ive had enough.
yiheng said u all jus lyk mocking pepo.
called me to ignore u all.
i wish u were.
i wish i could.
but i couldnt.
u dont hav a limit.
u dont noe where to stop.
there were so many of u.
mocking at the same time.
youve got the fun, the thrill.
by causing me to receive the pain, the shame.
infront of strangers, amongst urselves.
youve never noe when to stop.
---------------------------------------------------------------------
够了。
我已经忍受太多了。
三年半的委屈，三年半的痛苦。
做人要有分寸，不要太过分。
够了。

2008-04-04T23:47:00.000-07:00

finally.
im blogging again.
eva heard of :
'The 7 wonders of the world' ?
tats just rubbish.

here's the true version :
"THE 5 WONDERS OF THE WORLD"
--One's thinking
--One's attitude
--One's feelings
--One's words
--One's actions

figure it out. wont u?

2008-04-01T06:44:00.000-07:00

炎亚纶刘力扬 - Ti Amo

虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡

好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵着不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

ti amo te quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你

sa la he and i love you
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎

好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵着不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福

ti amo te quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你

sa la he and i love you
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
永远都觉

2008-03-29T07:06:00.000-07:00

finally gawd time to post
damn busy wif IU dae can?
even though u all
cant see me do work
i can sae tat i am
doin 'interior' work
i need to make door.
collecting boxes.
DONATE BOXES
FER DOOR PLS.
sleepy liao...
bb.
p.s. shikai i still waitin fer answer.

WAkakakakaka

2008-03-19T03:24:00.000-07:00

WAHAHA...
gonna change sit wif timothy.

aiyo sk, dunnid be scared lah...
i really sincere to be fren wif u,
juz tat i cant stand u avoidin me,
ur exat-zur-ratin** behaviour,
and u scoldin me all the time!
juz lyk todae,
u YELLED at me juz becauz
i was out of the line!
darn.
it was bcauz i saw tcher ,
so i wanted call Tzu hsiang
to go partner ying hao,
so tat we will have a perfect
2wo lines!!!!!!!!
ChIlL gUy!!!!

ahhhhhhh!!
i only got 3.4 fer my GPA score!!!
so lan!!!B4 fer chi & lang arts!!!!!!
hmph, i shall set my target as A2
wish me good luck!
why is everyone avoiding me? am i such a pest? am i?

no time to blog. im in a rush

2008-03-14T05:19:00.000-07:00

no time to blog. im in a rush

this is me[obtained through a personality test]
>>>>>
>>>>
>>>
>>
>
Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality;
a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones.
They see you as bold and adventurous, someone who will try anything once;
someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure.
They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.
.
..
...
....
.....
seem true to me!
wad do u think?

im in a RUSH. see ya!

happi early bdae yunyi!!!

2008-03-06T04:09:00.000-08:00

happi early bdae yunyi!!!

wahh todae celi yy dar's bdae

everyone sing "happi bdae to eu"

did you noe tat the bdae song is sung most often

all round the world?

baq to the point.

leftover cream i go smudge on pepo's face

those hu got smudge by me are :

tzu hsiang, yeeyang, wei quan, yunyi, regine,

xinyu, vanessa, morgan, wanxin, amanda, jiemin,

tie ning, and loads more...

and the someone hu bua song,

ng yong already ask me bout e cake

i already said its fer jan, feb babies and

our dearest yunyi.

fan3 zheng4 bu2 yao4 ni3 chu1 qian2

u bua song wat?

kk overall todae is a nice day ;]

i wanna be zhu3 chi2 ren2

next thurs. haheho

btw sk, i sry and is veri sincere to

become frens wif eu. ok?

we welfare shld work 2gether and not bicker.

hope we can make it. :]

2008-03-04T05:01:00.000-08:00

some pepor jus, how do i put it,

over-sensitive?!!!

if ya cant take a joke,

get lost, dun listen.

i am NOT a statue!

i have feelings lyk everyone.

stop it now,

stop embarrassin me.

u really deserve a tight slap!

stop it, shi kai!

actions are bigger than words

promise are made to be broken

words dont count, promises dont too

2008-03-01T01:54:00.000-08:00

okies

ive finally change blogskin

i wonder if u guys gawd notice anot,

wat i rote...

65% of my life, my family

20% of my life, my love

10% of my life, my frens

5% of my life, strangers

0% of my life, me

wahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...

2008-02-23T01:04:00.000-08:00

here are some jokes ;

Lady : Is this my train?
Station Master : No, it belongs to the Railway Company.
Lady : Don't try to be funny. I mean to ask if I can take this train to New Delhi .
Station Master : No Madam, I'm afraid it's too heavy.

Customer : Waiter, there's a f ly in my soup.
Waiter : That's all right sir, he won't drink much.

Customer: Waiter, waiter! There is a frog in my soup!!!
Waiter: Sorry, sir. The fly is on vacation.

1st thief : Oh ! The police is here. Quick! Jump out of the window!
2nd thief : But this is the 13th floor.
1st thief : Hurry! this is no time for superstitions .

Teacher: Tell me a sentence that starts with an "I".
Student: I is the....
Teacher: Stop! Never put 'is' after an "I". Always put 'am' after an "I".
Student: OK. I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.

A: Do you want to hear a dirty joke?
B: Ok
A: A white horse fell in the mud.

On a crowded bus, one man noticed that another man had his eyes closed. "What's the matter? Are you sick?" he asked. "No, I'm okay. It's just that I hate to see old ladies standing."

Teacher: What are some products of the West Indies?
Student: I don't know.
Teacher: Of course you do.
Where do you get sugar from?
Student: We borrow it from our neighbor.

Son: Dad, what is an idiot?
Dad: An idiot is a person who tries to explain his ideas in such a strange and long way that another person who is listening to him can't understand him. Do you understand me?
Son: No.

A family of mice were surprised by a big cat. Father Mouse jumped and said, "Bow-wow!" The cat ran away. "What was that, Father?" asked Baby Mouse. "Well, son, that's why it's important to learn a second language."

A: I have the perfect son.
B: Does he smoke?
A: No, he doesn't.
B: Does he drink whiskey?
A: No, he doesn't.
B: Does he ever come home late?
A: No, he doesn't.
B: I guess you really do have the perfect son. How old is he?
A: He will be six months old next Wednesday.

A: Why are you crying?
B: The elephant is dead.
A: Was he your pet?
B: No, but I'm the one who must dig his grave.

...hahahahahahahahahahahahaha...

[p.s. pls keep ur head on ur neck]

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-23T00:19:00.000-08:00

hi c2pid!
i wonder how u figure out my blog

nevamind tis post i mainly to sae
SORRY SORRY SORRY
to the pepo i AP to
and to make it CLEAR tat i am
NOT AA!!!!!!
good bye!

i noe i ap, sry

2008-02-15T05:56:00.000-08:00

i msn some pepo todae
here are some parts i wan to share
[all spoken by me, neva include their replies] :

--PLS UNDERSTAND THE FACT TAT
EVEN IF U SEE ME CHEERFUL
DOESN MEAN I AM HAPPY
LOOKS ARE DECEIVING
I AM ACTUALLY JEALOUS OF
ALL THE PEPO BESIDE ME TO HAV SO MANY FRENZ
I WAN SOME TOO
BUT I JUS CANT FIGURE IT OUT!
WATS THE PROB WIF ME?
THE LAST TIME ME IS IRRITATIN
BUT HAV ANYONE NOTICE ME TRYIN TO CHANGE
TO CHANGE IS HARD
BUT TO CHANGE I NEED TIME
HU WILL GIF ME TIME
TATS THE QN TO ANS
I NOE I DAT VERI AP, I VERI SRY
I LOV ELDDS
I NOT I GOOD MOOD BECAUS IVE HAD ENUF
I FEEL THERE'S A NEED TO LET PEPO NOE
HOW I FEEL
THANKS FOR PATIENCELY HEARIN ME VENT MY ANGER

2008-02-11T05:48:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XkNaozaeQJg

go watch!!!!!!!!

my poor aaron emo and coooooool

>.<

argh......

alot hw sia...

all copy copy frm others

accidentally brought wanxin's sci tb home

haha...

she took mine

jus baq frm m'sia at 2am in the morrning

sleepy head me

8_8***

found out tat my words

fer the last few post are too rough

so delete them.

waitin fer my sis to upload

the pic of m'sia visit

COOOOOOOL

i play wif fire crackers,

hands-on fireworks

and also some pretty 'BOMBS'

^-^

go chiong hw,

BB!!!